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Rain
8:26
hey
System
8:29
Welcome back. It has been some time.
Alister
8:29
Perfect timing too. We were about to open this box that told us not to in big evil letters.
Rain
8:30
Hmph
Alister
8:30
What? Change your mind?
Rain
8:31
I don’t really care anymore. About much
you make the list of things I care about obviously
Alister
8:31
*frowns*  What happened?
Rain
8:31
Just Earth-4 stuff
Alister
8:32
*crosses her arms*
Rain
8:32
you know, me being my depressed and my fiancee not making it any better by possibly cheating with her lance corporal
doesnt help that I just got into a foreign country and have no one there
Alister
8:33
Yeesh. That's rough...
Rain
8:33
Makes me wish for the old days when a joke could roll of the tongue so easily as I knew that what I was fighting was evil. That I was doing good
Alister
8:33
*leans against him*
Rain
8:34
now? I don’t even know if IM good
*wraps my arms around her*
im all alone with no one to lean on here.
physcially
physically*
Alister
8:35
I hope I can help, at least a bit. Only so much I can do here.
Rain
8:35
yeah, I know.
it helps a little bit
im also jealous
Alister
8:36
Reeeeeeeeally?
Rain
8:36
Yeah
why does this rain get to have it all?
beautiful wife, kids, and amazing life
8:37
and I’m stuck with horrible depressive issues, terrible self esteem and self worth, and am the ultimate cuck in every relationship I’ve ever been in
8:38
i would do better in Resident Evil like fucking Ethan Winters than I fo right now on earth 4
System
8:38
She doesn't say much. She just lays in your arms, letting you vent to her
Rain
8:39
I just wish…..things could turn around
but what if I’M the problem?
could it be me?
am I just such a dick that it’s better for them to choose someone else over me?
8:40
I give them all everything
everything I have
and this is what I get in return
Alister
8:40
Yeah, I don't think so. You're an amazing guy, you know-wouldn't be here if you weren't. People just fucking suck
Rain
8:40
*I run my fingers absently through Alister’s hair, my hand moving whenever her head moves*
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